The biggest mistakes made in life are made during the times when your under pressure. It is hard as hell sometimes, but you just need to take a step back, calm down, and then continue. This is another thing I must work on in my life. Sometimes I just have so much pressure to do something I feel like I could explode, and then of course things keep getting worse because I try so hard not to screw up (because I concentrate on the little part I am working on and don't look ahead).

--- end of rant and onto other things in my life ATM ---

So I gave my boss my 2 week notice, and I feel kinda bad, especially for the guys at work. Once I am gone they will have 3 people that can work at night and it will turn into hell for a while until the find someone else. But I need to move on and do something with my life. Even with as long as I have been there I wonder why I allowed myself to continue staying around here this long. I must move on with my life and career. It will be difficult, but I believe it could be a lot of fun as well.

The place I have been looking at most recently is the Boston area. There seems to be somewhat of a demand for PHP developers in that area, so I am sure I could get a decent job. Also, MIT is in the same area, so I could look at going to MIT. I'd love to learn more about electronics and get into robotics, because right now, most of low level hardware is far beyond my knowledge. I think I'd have a lot of fun with most of the people that go to school there. But then of course there is the hefty cost of going to school there, $30,000 to $36,000 a year...but if I could go there, have a lot of fun, learn new things, and have a fun part time job I wouldn't worry about the cost at all.

I am just afraid that I am going to have to move to some place first, then go job hunting, because it does not look like I am going to get any job offers where I am at now.

But now it's time to go to bed and forget about all my troubles by...